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Discipline has always been about someone else’s ideas for me…<\/p>\n
“Good work habits so you get good grades, so you can go to college.”<\/p>\n
“Good work habits so you can do good in college, so you can become a doctor, scientist or at least a good paying corporate job.”<\/p>\n
“Good work habits so you can do well at your job and move up and be recognized.”<\/p>\n
It seemed like a continual prison that I would have to voluntarily commit myself to!<\/p>\n
Thinking of myself under ‘the artist’ construct, I believed everything had to be fluid and natural. That attainment just fell out the sky as a shower of magical blessings. I can see now that Self-Discipline is part of THAT magick!<\/p>\n
Now back to the caring <\/strong>about myself… I cared enough about myself to not want to feel the way I was feeling. I cared enough to put my foot down and say no more!<\/p>\n That must mean this was IMPORTANT for me. It was the MOST important thing on the plate. I wanted Peace. I wanted a change in my immediate environment that would facilitate that.<\/p>\n
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