– Shit was unbearably fucked up
\n– Causes: The unwitting assimilation of Nihilistic Belief Patterns
\n– Got to a breaking point
\n– Soul took the wheel
\n– Examing CONTROL
\n– What the fuck do I do now?
\n– Couldn’t go with belief any longer, sheer will now
\n– Going to The Ancestors<\/p>\n
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I have an extremely negative history with the Self-Help Industry. Through various experiences, I have come to the conclusion that most of it is a bunch of psycho-manipulative gobedly goop. IMO, a lot of the folks involved are con-artists running an a long game… an open-ended money making cult. They are juicing folks who are vulnerable.<\/p>\n
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With all that being said, this is exactly WHO<\/strong> The Ancestors brought me to for help! (hahahaha! Love it! \ud83d\ude42 )<\/p>\n Motivational\/inspirational videos started popping up in my YouTube feed for no seemingly apparent reason. I didn’t watch that stuff, so the YouTube algorithms should not have placed them there.<\/p>\n I was annoyed at first and kept clicking the ‘not interested’ option to get them out of there. But they kept coming back, and bringing more friends with them! hahaha \ud83d\ude00<\/p>\n After maybe about a week or so of this, it finally dawned on me, “Ohhh… I’m supposed to watch these.” hahahahaha<\/p>\n I ended up binge watching in every free moment I had for DAYS probably like 50 videos (?) or more. And I took notes. TONS of notes.<\/p>\n As I watched them, it was almost like what DMT’ers describe. They describe the fabric of reality being broken down and seeing the intricate parts. Maybe not as profound, but it was for me! I could understand different meaning in the words I was hearing from what the speaker originally intended.<\/p>\n I was able to see where the ideas surrounding goal achievement could be applied to #soulgoals.<\/p>\n![\"\"](\"http:\/\/centermoon.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/08\/image_032-200x300.jpeg\")
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